Ssh Its A Secret

I hate it when a person is constantly talking about something but they dont say specifically what it is so its obvious that they want you to ask about it but when you do they try and act all secretive like they cant tell you. Thats so annoying to me if its some big secret shut the f*ck up about it. Like I was chillin with my friend and she kept talking about how she's been doing this and doing that and hanging out with this and that person but she wouldnt say and specific names or places and when I ask she would go all around the question, so automatically Im thinking either she's lying or trying to hide something. If its the latter Idk why because its not that big of a deal and the only reasons I could think of as to why people try to hide things from others is A. They are ashamed B. They're embarrassed or C. Its some sort of trust issue. Well with us I know it couldnt be a trust issue because we've known each other to long and I've never betrayed her trust in any way before and if its something you're ashamed or embarrassed by then maybe you shouldnt be doing it in the first place. For me I dont really have any secrets my life is an open book ask me and I'll tell I have no reason to hide anything. The only time I wont tell somebody something is if I barely know the person and they're asking a bunch of personal questions. I guess I understand hiding really BIG things from people, because it can be hard to find the moment and way to tell someone, but being secretive about little sh*t like the name of a person you were hanging out with or the place you were hanging out at, thats just stupid and I would suggest some growing up.

Remember These: Songs

1. Take Me There - BlackSteet & Mya Ft. Mase

2. Braid My Hair - Mario

3. Lets Get Married - Jagged Edge

4. Stranger In My House - Tamia

5. Can We Talk - Tevin Campbell

6. 911 - Wyclef Jean Ft. Mary j. Blige

7. Put It On Me - Ja Rule Ft. Lil Mo & Vida

8. Gone - NSYNC

9. We Got It - Immature

10. I Wanna Be Down - Brandy

That's n*ggas a creeper

So all of the dudes that I've met lately have turned out to real creepers for whatever reason. I'm starting to think that theres something in me that attracts these type of dirtball ass dudes. But what could it be as far as Im concerned only creeps attract creeps lol and I know I am far from that.

At this point Im annoyed with it all, I've been solo for a min, not because dudes dont approach but because unlike some broads I wont settle for anything less than I believe I deserve. I am not the type of chick that just hopes on any and every guy that comes along just because I dont want to be alone.

I'm an only child so being by myself is not really an issue for me, but sometimes it does get difficult and those are the days when I want someone to be by my side. But like I said I refuse to settle if all that I ever encounter is creeps and suspect ass ppl then I guess I'll be single forever then to just be with someone for the sake of being in a relationship because in the end I'll still be unhappy.

Now Im only writing about this because this person that I recently met has turned out to be a creep(and so has the last 3 before him), I would explain exactly what he's doing but he might be reading this right now and Im trying real hard not to be mean. For those of you who dont know what a creep or creeper is; a quick and simple definition is anybody who consitantly does or says something weird or strange, constantly on your head, gives you a weird vibe, makes you feel uncomfortable and just is overall creepy.

For example, If you just met a guy and less than 48 hours later he already thinks your his girl and he's saying he loves you without any reason to think you feel the same. He's a CREEPER. If a guy is constantly talking about sex asking to send naked flix, acting desperate and saying rude and disrespectful sh*t and keep in mind you barely know the guy. He's a CREEPER. If this dude is always calling, aiming, texting and emailing you and he gets mad when you dont answer 1 not only is he controlling that n*ggas a CREEPER..... the same situations goes for females broads can be creeps too lol

I think I better go edit my look or something so these type of MF's leave me alone lol

To cheap for the movies?

Ok Ive been watching alot of movies here at home so I thought I'd share 2 sites with you in case you're to cheap, busy or stuck in the house (like me @ the moment) and cant get to the theater

www.hulu.com one you already know about and www.watch-movies-online.tv on that site if you dont know already, you can watch 100s of movies new and old all for the low price of free.99 =] enjoy

HAPPY (late) NEW YEAR

Sorry Im posting so late about the New Year but things have been all over the place...anyway...

New Years Eve was really fun, it was the first NYE without the family, this time I spent it hanging out with friends lowkey party hoping lol. I met some bomb ass people and LMAO with them...I ended up getting way past tipsy but who doesnt its NYE, thats like Al Sharpton without a perm. But with that said I WASNT stupid wasted. Word to the wise drinking room temp. liquor on an empty stomach es no bueno.... I didnt feel normal until the 2nd, swore i was gonna throw up but i didnt! I can hold mines empty stomach and all lol.

I didnt make any cheesy new years resolutions because people dont really stick to them however if I had to make some resolutions it would be these...
1. To not associate with fake people (as always)
2. To continue to be the best possible person I can be (as always)
3. To get rid of all the people I do not need in my life
4. Keep up with my blog...

and the 5th one was inspired by the morning after NYE when my mom asked me if i had been drinking i was gonna say no at first but then i thought about it and said yea...it was like 4 in the morning and the alcohol didnt wear off just yet so i said f*ck it why lie.... so anyway i decide that i gonna try to keep it 100 at all time about all things for the new year. Not even a lil white lie...lets see how long this sh!t last lol.