New Video: Monster.... idk how i feel about this

idk how i feel about this video yet... I mean I love horror movies so the actually stuff in the video is nothing the part that doesnt quite sit right with me is the fact that majority of the people that are dead/monsters/or mutilated are females... thats the only issue I have with it

Im so Ambitious

" The motivation for me is them telling me what I could not be...oh well"

One of my favorite lines from that song that very much so applies to my life...

Im on winter break but even when Im on vacation IM WORKING...

gotta couple of projects that Im working on cant say too much right now because its all still in the early stages but its apart of my plot to take over the world lol...

keep an eye out for me and my team!

That is all =]

Pink Friday

Alright alright, simmer down everyone! The much anticipate album of Ms. Nicki Minaj has arrived

I got a chance to listen to the entire album Friday via Facebook and in my opinion it is a good album and definitely worth the buy from 9.99 (shout out to Target lol) all the way to about 25 for the deluxe addtion(s) that contain exclusive bonus tracks (the basic has 15? tracks, while others contain 17 or 18, in other words the bonus tracks will be different songs and amounts of songs depending on which CD you buy), t-shirts or bracelets. There are a few songs on the album that i am a wee bit ify on but I think I just need to give them another listen. Overall this album (for me) certainly has the potential to be added to the list of S2F (Start to finish/no skip) Albums! (for a complete list of my S2F albums CLICK HERE )

So all you Kens and Barbz (as Nicki would say) out there go and support the only female rap artist really holding it down while everybody else is on hiatus!!

Remember people this is only one opinion, granted it is mine and I am always right =], dont take my word for it, you should listen and see for yourself! Nobody's opinion is universal; RESPECT MY OPINION AND I WILL RESPECT YOURS!

I Would Like to Thank the Parents of....

Welcome to a new segment of the blog called I Would Like to Thank the Parents of in which I say thank you to parents of various beautiful, sexy, creative and talented MEN (sorry ladies this one is not about you but it is FOR you) for giving them the looks we lust after ;-)

First up is a young man I came across last night on http://www.worldstarhiphop.com/ he is sooooooo F*cking sexy I mean everybody knows how I feel about men with long hair and tattoos but i think everyone has got to be with me on this one he looks GOOOOD! lol So with no further a due I would like to thank the parents of......

J-Lie

you can follow him on twitter www.twitter.com/jlie or check out his videos and be a fan on facebook http://www.facebook.com/pages/J-LIE/42352558260

Hit the nail on the head

My horoscope for today...

If you've been reluctant to make a move, Taurus, you should consider why. What has been holding you back? Fear of failure? A negative comment from someone else? Feeling like you aren't quite prepared for the consequences of your actions? It's time to free yourself of these mental barriers that keep you from making progress. Don't let self-doubt get in the way of your plans

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL WAYNE

Poetic Unjustice

really right now i should be paying attention in class right now buuuuuut this class as always is fairly boring and the professor is lecturing straight from the book well in this case straight from some lecture notes she posted which give us (well me) even more of a reason not to pay attention....

anyway I was sitting going through some note and such in my computer that I write when I'm bored or I just need to get something out of my system and It made me think about some of the poems that I have written and will write.... and how so very badly I want to post some up on here to give my (invisible) readers a look at my talent (?). But i cant because I am afraid to, I have an intense fear and belief that someone will steal my poetry and publish it in something or claim it as their own without ever giving credit where credit is due....

Maybe this fear is irrational or maybe not because I've had some people (that I knew) copy some of my poems/writings before and not give me credit.... see that way atleast I knew who the people were and had a certain degree of control over use and spread of my material... here i would never know untill someone quoted it back or i saw it plastered in a newspaper, magazine or some online forum.... then it would be a battle to prove who wrote it first (even though i keep hardcopies with dates on everything I write). I compare it to a birth mother battling an adoptive more for a child.

so then I thought maybe I could just write poems specifically for the blog and then it would be whatever if they got stolen buuuuuut thats kind of like asking someone to love half of their baby... what? Not Possible. I put 110% effort into anything that I write if not more and they each have meaning to me even the crappy ones I wrote when I was just starting out.... anyway soooo now Im conflicted on one hand I want to post poems and such but on the other hand Im scared to... what to do, what to do?

Hello Old Friend

Its been awhile since I last posted anything I was planning on dropping off 2 things but I cant seem to remember the other one sooooo Im just dropping the quote of the week for now....

"If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you..."

-Winne The Pooh (lol)

The Good Die Young: R.I.P. Aaliyah Dana Haughton

{RIP AALIYAH ( I had to get this in before another day went by this is just a really quick and short post via text that I will expand on once I get to my computer =]}

above is the original message and here is some new text lol: Aaliyah you are surely and dearly missed by all of your fans, friends, and family. I can still remember the exact moment I heard about your death, I remember it like it was yesterday. There are not many positive role models left (who know that they way they look isnt equal to their worth), that young girls can look up to(Montana Fishburne). Although you are gone your legacy forever flourishes via your music, movies, pictures and video....

Rest In Peace. January 16th 1979- August 25th 2001

Happy Birthday Mr. President

They're BACCCKK: Quote of The Week

"When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, 'I used everything you gave me'."

- Erma Bombeck

Who Can I Run To?

I've always known that in this world you can only really and truly ever count on your self. And you can only ever trust your own reflection. But recently I have been remind of this. It seems like whenever I have had an issue or some type of problem and I needed support from someone I was never able to get that....

To the best of my knowledge whenever a friend or family member has reached out to me for help I have always been there for them every step of the way. Even if it was something that i didn't agree with or believe in, if they needed me i was there, no matter the time of day or night. WHY? Because that is what a friend is suppose to do. Or at least I thought so....

But it seems that when it came time for someone to be there for me everything else takes priority over me. I rarely, rarely, RARELY ask people for help or come to people with my problems as is because I mainly feel like anything they could tell me I could tell myself, but still sometimes I want someone to be there, you know I cant cry on my own shoulder. But like i said i don't get that...

Even the smallest things I've ever needed were never provide for and I don't mean it in a monetary sense, asking for money has never been my thing and if i ever did it would only be like a dollar or something and I'd pay them back before they even got a chance to miss it! I mean it in the only way that really matters (to me) emotionally....

A few month ago I was really depressed like I constantly felt like I wanted to cry and I felt hopeless and lonely. There were some days I didn't even want to get out of the bed. It was horrible feeling that way and then not having anyone to turn to because it seemed like everyone I turned to either waved it off like its all in my head or they didn't really take the time to listen, they'd always turn it back onto themselves....

So after that it just made me question who my real friends were and should a situation like this ever come up again what would I do, who could I honestly call? Who would be willing to be there for me? I really couldn't think of anyone so now I know that its really all on me and I'm gonna look in the mirror if I ever need some help....

See The Influence...

The Original

Nicki's Take on It

I tried to find the official video for Nicki Minaj's Your Love buuuut it was basically no where to be found on youtube but I'm quite sure its on 106 & Park or you can check out Mtv jams or Mtv hits and it will come on sooner or later anyway.... what a difference in the songs although i dont think nicki's is a remake she just sampled the beat but still its a far leap from that song and that video for the original.... STRANGE! lol

New Video: Monica, Love All Over Me

Who would you choose....

In real life the choice would most likely be Maino
Buuuut in fantasy land its Shannon Brown all day lol

I dont think the polls have closed yet so go to bet.com or monica's official website and vote for the ending you would like to see...

Ugh You Listen To THAT?!

Man I hate it when people criticize me for listening to music other than Hip Hop or R&B. Like just because I am black I'm not allowed to listen to other genres wth, I can't help it that I am a diverse person and have a versatile range of music. My Itunes library consist of Country music, Classical, Punk, Pop, Blues, House as well as Rap, R&B and everything in between....

It bugs me when people talk shit about me listening to underground music or music of artist who are known but not super popular yet. I am very open to new music that I have never heard before I give the song and artist a complete chance before I write them off, I won't say, "Oh I never heard of this person before so I'm not going to listen or they're probably wack", or "This isn't an R&B or Hip Hop song so I know I'm not going to like it." That's not fair to the artist and its not fair to me because I could really be missing out on some really good music. And if you know me, you know I LOVE music and I cant/wont pass up a good thing....

Anyway I'm thinking of all this because I have a friend that is always talking shit about the type of music I listen to and the sad part about it is this person claims to be a diverse and open minded person. But the fact that this person automatically wants to turn the song or says that they don't like it only after 2 seconds of the song has played, would suggest otherwise....

I guess my main thing is if I don't judge you negatively for the variety or lack of variety of music you listen, then don't judge me. We are not all the same and we are going to have different likes and dislikes but that's part of what makes having friends fun because you get to learn new things from each other and in the process you learn about yourself....

Bottom Line: Open Your Mind and Close Your Mouth

Blog Update

As you can see or HEAR I added a music playlist thing to the blog with some of the songs that I love right now... just something else to keep you entertained.... more changes or should i say additions to come =]

The Hills Is OVER.....

And this is a good thing!! Once upon a time I use to love this show, I have literally seen all 102 episodes of The Hills and I am actually happy to see it go. Everyone already had been saying it was fake and scripted which it was confirmed that it was scripted by a member of the cast and the storylines were getting weaker and weaker. One thing for me that just made it seem so fake was they would be sitting in the house havent gone anywhere, and is not going anywhere but they are fully dressed with the stilettos on, hair and make-up flawless. Who does that? Back in like 06 and 07 when the show was still new we would see them lounging in sweats and a t shirt no make up on and hair pulled back in a messy ponytail just like everyone else. But in later series it wasnt like that anymore so that took away some of the authenticity of the show. The the whole Heidi and Spencer then UGH they made me so freaking sick I was so glad they didnt feature them in the last few episodes of the season because they were just to much and poor Heidi she's like a whole new person literally. Then once Kristin took over I knew that this show was done. I didnt think Kristin would be able to sustain the show on her own and as you can see she didnt. So I am happy to lay The Hills to rest, I watched a good show (in my opinion) go down hill... Im glad they ended it now so I can remember it for what it was and not for what it became.....

Jumping Ship: Blogger vs. Tumblr

Seems like everywhere i look people on blogger seem to be jumping ship to tumblr, I've seen tumblr there is actually one tumblr I like a lot (more on that later) but I dont really see how tumblr is better than blogger. And I personally think that a lot of people are just following the leader... going to tumblr because so and so is.....

But someone out there please correct me if im wrong, whats the difference between blogger and tumblr what makes one better then the other rather then them both being equal, help me understand....

Im sticking with blogger because I wont leave my main bitch for the sideline ho and because blogger hasnt disappointed me.... if it ever does then maybe I'll consider another site but for now we good =)

No More Free Online Movies For Me or You (sad face)

Awhile back I did a post 2 websites to watch free movies and tv shows online one, was http://www.hulu.com/ (one we all know) and the other i think i posted as http://www.watch-movies-online.tv/ or something like that but they changed their address to http://www.movies-links.tv/ anyway....



I was lowkey bored and I had just saw a trailer for Despicable Me and it reminded me of the site so i decide to go see whats new and I am greated with THIS.....

so as you can see that site is no more! It has been seized by the state of New York or something like that, this sucks because now I actually have to go to the movies to see stuff (dont judge me, its a recession). But this site changes there web address a lot and they were just a hosting site all the actual movies came from other places so who know they might just be back.... I'll keep a look out for it and post any new but for now.....

R.I.P. http://www.movies-links.tv/

Mixtape Madness

So I am currently in the process of downloading, listening and reviewing these Mixtapes...

Nicki Minaj- Barbie World

Chris Brown & Tyga- Fan Of A Fan (Im late i know)

Sammie- Its Just A Mixtape

Ne-Yo - Champagne Life

Drake - No Thanks & (the rest of) So Far Gone

After I finish downloading and listening to all of these Mixtapes I'll post my thoughts.... Im currently playing Fan Of A Fan as I type this.... review coming soon

In the meantime download and listen with me so we can share opinions together =) find all of these mixtapes and more at WWW.DATPIFF.COM

Thank Me Later..... THANK YOU

Ok I finally got the chance to listen to Drakes new album (that came out of June 15th i believe)... entitled Thank Me Later (Shoutout to SPRINGTIME for letting me burn that=]) and I must say Thank You Drizzy!...

First I heard tons of positive reviews about the album from friends and on twitter, facebook and myspace (yes, myspace) and then I heard nothing but negative reviews so I said enough is enough and I had to hear it for myself before I could give a valid opinion....

And the verdict is in I love the whole entire album but as of now my fav fav tracks are Fancy and Shut It Down... but like I said I dig the whole album I can definitely add it to my list of albums I listen to from start to finish (no skips) which include

Kanye West- Graduation

Lil Wayne- The Carter III

Plies - Definition Of Real

Nicki Minaj- Beam Me Up Scotty

Trey Songz- Ready

Pleasure P- The Introduction Of Marcus Cooper

and now

DRAKE-THANK ME LATER

Congrats you did good Jimmy lol but dont take my word for it listen to it yourself album is in stores and available on iTunes (even though i didnt purchase it YOU should, no you have to! support him... Drizzy I got you on the next 1 lol)

Welcome to Lookville

Ok I got an email the other day to check out a site that is currently offering membership by invitation only.... at first I was a little skeptical but upon "investigation" everything checked out so I Just joined...

Its a site about fashion where the members can post pictures and get feedback from the community about their looks, you can also post tips on fashion and get answers to whatever questions you have concerning fashion...

I just joined about 10 minutes ago so I dont have anything up yet but i will soon... so if anyone out there is on there follow me @SurvivalOfTheFlyest.... if not wait for your invite =] or send me an email I'll invite you =)

WWW.LOOKVILLE.COM

R.I.P. Michael Jackson: 1 Year Anniversary

Basketball "Wives"

its like almost 1 am and im sitting here watching the Basketball "Wives" (wives is in quotes because there is only 1 actual wife) reunion show and some super stupid stuff just happend and it was killing me i just had to blog about THIS....

Suzie is a straight punk I swear she talks the biggest shit out of everybody but she dont do nothing. On the reunion show it gets a little heated between her and Sandra (they call her plastic surgery) and she tries to put Sandra's business out there but then gets put on blast her damn self.... this broad storms off stage and comes back with a bucket of water pours it on Sandra and then runs back off stage....

who does that wth why you run be real about yo shit you wonna do something stand up there and fight dont run. I swear all she do is pour drinks on people wtf... idk about them but from where im from we DONT pour drinks on people we whoop ass....

Stop with the drink pouring if you gonna talk shit please be able to back it up!

THAT IS ALL

What Im Watching

This is just a basic list of some of shows Im watching, in no particular order

The Secret Life of The American Teenager (ABC Family)

The Real Housewives of New Jersey (Bravo)

True Blood (HBO)

United States Of Tara (Showtime)

Kourtney and Khloe Take Miami (E!)

The Hard Times of RJ Berger (MTV)

You're Cut Off (E!)

Tiny & Toya (BET)

The Hills (MTV)

The City (MTV)

Bethanney Getting Married (Bravo)

Sliced (The History Channel)

1000 Ways to Die (SPIKE)

Chopped (Food Network)

The Real Housewives of New York (Bravo)

Dad Camp (Vh1)

The OCD Project (Vh1)

Hollys World (E!)

Deadliest Warrior (SPIKE)

Police Women of Memphis (TLC)

Are We There Yet? (TBS)

Drop Dead Diva (Lifetime)

90% reality tv but this is only some of the stuff i watch....TUNE IN

A Chapter Not Closed

(This is kinda long sorry)

So I was chillin on FB and I came across my ex page who happens to be on the friends list of one of my buddies... and seeing him brought up some old questions. Its been 5 years, 5 freaking years since we broke up and 4 years since we spoke and to this day I still wonder why we broke up. At the time he game me a bullshit ass reason of why we couldn't be together. Wait before I go into his "reason" let me back up a bit and tell you how we even got to that point....

Ok so he came to my house we were chillin solo everything was cool (so I thought) but after he leaves like that night and the next like couple of days he was acting kinda strange like he wasnt as responsive as he used to be, he didnt call as much and when we did talk it seemed like he didnt even really want to be on the phone...

So I decided to ask him where do we stand and he gets all upset like what do you mean where do we stand, what did i just say to you last night (I Love You) and all this stuff. And Im like you why are you getting so upset Im just asking a question cause things seem different yadda yadda yadda some other stuff was said but i cant remember anyway he's like I gotta call you back....

I think like a week or 2 week by and I got no phone call from him so in my head im already thinking we're headed towards spitsville and i wasn't gonna call but my bestfriend was like i think you should call him and like a fool i did...

the conversation was literally like 5 or 10 mins long it was like talking to a stranger, just a bunch of awkward silence I asked him why he did call and he's like he was still mad (Im like really over that) but he was gonna call (yeah right) anyway we got into an argument and that calls is over...

another week goes by I call and leave a message that went something like this "I dont know whats going on, I haven'e talked to you in awhile so when you get this message call me back if you dont then i take it as you dont want to be together" or something like that...

a few hours later he calls me back it was basically a break up call talking about he hasnt been home and he need time to think and he had to talk to his friends about this (im thinking you talking to everybody else about us, except for the person you need to be talking to..ME) blah blah blah so the bottom line is he want to break up... and his reason "I WAS SO HURT BY WHAT YOU SAID AND YOU MADE ME SO MAD AND I DONT EVER WANT TO BE THAT MAD AT YOU AGAIN BECAUSE I LOVE YOU" ....

so you cant be with me because you dont want to get mad at me ummmmm OK. and all this because I asked where do we stand? Literally thats all I asked and this is the result ummm OK... all this coming from the same dude who just a few weeks ago cried at the THOUGHT of us not being together and from the same dude who said if i cheated then HE WOULD JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT because he loved me to much to lose me again UMMMMM OK....

so at the time I didnt even really process his reason so i didnt think about it until waaay later and i never really got the chance to ask him what his real reason was because I KNOW that, that cannot be his real reason its to dumb...

so after all this time he still has a teeny tiny extra itty bitty hold on me because idk the real reason why we broke up so to me that chapter is unfinished, dont get me wrong I have definitely turned the page but every so often I go back because I cant wrap my mind around the fuckery that was him and his reason....

so i hope one day to run into him strike up a conversation (initiated by him) and get a chance to ask him like for real for real why did you break up with me I mean I think I have an idea why but I want to know what you have to say... after that i would be perfectly happy if i never heard from or seen him again because that chapter will finally be fucking closed

Happy 33rd Birthday!...

KANYE WEST

New Video: Trey Songz - Your Side Of The Bed

P.S. IM BAAACCCCCKKKKK =]

Sudden case of Amnesia

Why is it that after something doesnt go someones way with another person, some people get sooo butt hurt by it that they now want to act like they do not know the person. Like you might call, text or talk to them through some form of social network (Twitter,Facebook, Myspace etc.) and they be like umm Who is this? Do I know you?....

UMMMM we've been talking and chilling for the last couple of weeks/months etc..... I would think that you do know me! LOL I think its funny because I guess the idea behind it is to act like you dont care about the person or whatever, when the fact that you're trying so hard to act like this person doesnt exist, in my opinion shows you DO care. Maybe waaaay more than you want to but you still care....

People do the same sh*t in person to like you'll be at a club or maybe shopping or eating or something and you see the person, for you there's no "love" lost, you know its all good so you might wave, smile or speak. But this person is so scorned over what you did or didnt do, said or didnt say that they walk right past or look away like they didnt see you, but we all know that they did.

Im writing about this because this happened to me recently, a dude that I had been conversing with for a cool little minute asked me to do something that I didnt want to do (it was vulgar) I told him to relax (WOOSAH lol), He calls I dont answer (because I was mad at that time), I guess he got mad and we didnt talk for like 2 weeks so the other day Im bored stuck in the house cause its raining and theres not much to do, Im scrolling through my phone and I come across his number so Im like let me text him just to say hey you know see wassup. I'm thinking to myself "I bet he gonna try to play that roll like he dont know who this is". Low and behold when he text back it says WHO IS THIS?

I just started laughing like wow he really did that damn. So I said ok either I'll just text back LOL NVM FORGET ABOUT IT or I'll play his little game.... I was bored so I played along for a bit. I said is this _____? He text back yeah.... I send a picture....NO ANSWER. LOL now if he trully didnt know me or if he was good at playing the game he would have text back SORRY I STILL DONT KNOW WHO THIS IS.... or something along those lines.

So now not only do I KNOW that YOU KNOW exactly who this is, I know your obviously still upset that things didnt go your way. This coming from a grown ass man thats almost 30? Its so immature grown up be a man about yours and just say I dont want to talk to you for whatever reason and move on. Im a grown ass woman I can handle it trust me it's not going to make or break me.

After that I LMAO, Shrugged my shoulders and went back to watching TV, it didnt hurt my feelings and I have no hard feelings about it. It provided a wonderful laugh lol

Lets to a moment to admire Grace Jones

YOU writing disses WE getting money

Nicki Minaj VS....Keys?

While I am a fan of Nicki Minaj I will most definitely give props to those who deserve it and the girl (Keys) can spit....Buuuuuut I wouldnt necessarily say she goes harder than Nicki Minaj, maybe just as hard? But why go after Nicki if you feel shes so weak and she can't rap? Because you only go after the people that you feel are the BEST, the people that you feel are on top! You're not going to waste your time on people you honestly feel are really weak, your better than that. If Jay-Z and Soulja Boy had beef (for whatever reason) I highly doubt you're gonna hear a diss track directed at Soulja Boy from Jay like really, he wouldn't be worth the time. You are going to go after the person you feel is the very best because if you successfully knock them off the thrown then you're going to take their spot. Makes sense dont it. I mean am I right or am I right. I can't accurately judge Keys 100% because I have yet to hear her spit something not aimed directly at Nicki Minaj. When I hear her rap about something other than Nicki then we can go from there. For right now Nicki's crown is safe she's not touching it...NO DISRESPECT JUST OPINION ALL COMMENTS ARE WELCOME

ITTY BITTY PIGGY



KEYS DISS NICKI MINAJ

Drizzy Drake New Video OVER

Loooonnnnngggggg Time No See!

Man its been like what months since I have posted anything new right? Well lets see my computer f*cking broke (if you're following me on twitter [@M0neyChaseMe] then you already know that) and noooo body that i took it to knew what the hell was going on. So finally I called Dell and they wiped absolutely EVERYTHING out and I had to start all over but they atleast got it to where I was able to log on buuut couldnt connect to the internet (bummer).

BTW all this happened before school so I had to start the new semester without my love. Got swamped in assignments and test and the home desktop wont log onto blogger (for whatever reason) so I still wasnt able to update until....FINALLY I took my laptop to this little shop not to far from school and they were able to fix it and now I can get on the internet.

However my computer is still an empty shell I'll be starting the long ass process of putting all the crap from my external hard drive back on the laptop soon (=\). But it is safe to say I am definitely back on Twitter and Blogger =]

Ssh Its A Secret

I hate it when a person is constantly talking about something but they dont say specifically what it is so its obvious that they want you to ask about it but when you do they try and act all secretive like they cant tell you. Thats so annoying to me if its some big secret shut the f*ck up about it. Like I was chillin with my friend and she kept talking about how she's been doing this and doing that and hanging out with this and that person but she wouldnt say and specific names or places and when I ask she would go all around the question, so automatically Im thinking either she's lying or trying to hide something. If its the latter Idk why because its not that big of a deal and the only reasons I could think of as to why people try to hide things from others is A. They are ashamed B. They're embarrassed or C. Its some sort of trust issue. Well with us I know it couldnt be a trust issue because we've known each other to long and I've never betrayed her trust in any way before and if its something you're ashamed or embarrassed by then maybe you shouldnt be doing it in the first place. For me I dont really have any secrets my life is an open book ask me and I'll tell I have no reason to hide anything. The only time I wont tell somebody something is if I barely know the person and they're asking a bunch of personal questions. I guess I understand hiding really BIG things from people, because it can be hard to find the moment and way to tell someone, but being secretive about little sh*t like the name of a person you were hanging out with or the place you were hanging out at, thats just stupid and I would suggest some growing up.

Remember These: Songs

1. Take Me There - BlackSteet & Mya Ft. Mase

2. Braid My Hair - Mario

3. Lets Get Married - Jagged Edge

4. Stranger In My House - Tamia

5. Can We Talk - Tevin Campbell

6. 911 - Wyclef Jean Ft. Mary j. Blige

7. Put It On Me - Ja Rule Ft. Lil Mo & Vida

8. Gone - NSYNC

9. We Got It - Immature

10. I Wanna Be Down - Brandy

That's n*ggas a creeper

So all of the dudes that I've met lately have turned out to real creepers for whatever reason. I'm starting to think that theres something in me that attracts these type of dirtball ass dudes. But what could it be as far as Im concerned only creeps attract creeps lol and I know I am far from that.

At this point Im annoyed with it all, I've been solo for a min, not because dudes dont approach but because unlike some broads I wont settle for anything less than I believe I deserve. I am not the type of chick that just hopes on any and every guy that comes along just because I dont want to be alone.

I'm an only child so being by myself is not really an issue for me, but sometimes it does get difficult and those are the days when I want someone to be by my side. But like I said I refuse to settle if all that I ever encounter is creeps and suspect ass ppl then I guess I'll be single forever then to just be with someone for the sake of being in a relationship because in the end I'll still be unhappy.

Now Im only writing about this because this person that I recently met has turned out to be a creep(and so has the last 3 before him), I would explain exactly what he's doing but he might be reading this right now and Im trying real hard not to be mean. For those of you who dont know what a creep or creeper is; a quick and simple definition is anybody who consitantly does or says something weird or strange, constantly on your head, gives you a weird vibe, makes you feel uncomfortable and just is overall creepy.

For example, If you just met a guy and less than 48 hours later he already thinks your his girl and he's saying he loves you without any reason to think you feel the same. He's a CREEPER. If a guy is constantly talking about sex asking to send naked flix, acting desperate and saying rude and disrespectful sh*t and keep in mind you barely know the guy. He's a CREEPER. If this dude is always calling, aiming, texting and emailing you and he gets mad when you dont answer 1 not only is he controlling that n*ggas a CREEPER..... the same situations goes for females broads can be creeps too lol

I think I better go edit my look or something so these type of MF's leave me alone lol

To cheap for the movies?

Ok Ive been watching alot of movies here at home so I thought I'd share 2 sites with you in case you're to cheap, busy or stuck in the house (like me @ the moment) and cant get to the theater

www.hulu.com one you already know about and www.watch-movies-online.tv on that site if you dont know already, you can watch 100s of movies new and old all for the low price of free.99 =] enjoy

HAPPY (late) NEW YEAR

Sorry Im posting so late about the New Year but things have been all over the place...anyway...

New Years Eve was really fun, it was the first NYE without the family, this time I spent it hanging out with friends lowkey party hoping lol. I met some bomb ass people and LMAO with them...I ended up getting way past tipsy but who doesnt its NYE, thats like Al Sharpton without a perm. But with that said I WASNT stupid wasted. Word to the wise drinking room temp. liquor on an empty stomach es no bueno.... I didnt feel normal until the 2nd, swore i was gonna throw up but i didnt! I can hold mines empty stomach and all lol.

I didnt make any cheesy new years resolutions because people dont really stick to them however if I had to make some resolutions it would be these...
1. To not associate with fake people (as always)
2. To continue to be the best possible person I can be (as always)
3. To get rid of all the people I do not need in my life
4. Keep up with my blog...

and the 5th one was inspired by the morning after NYE when my mom asked me if i had been drinking i was gonna say no at first but then i thought about it and said yea...it was like 4 in the morning and the alcohol didnt wear off just yet so i said f*ck it why lie.... so anyway i decide that i gonna try to keep it 100 at all time about all things for the new year. Not even a lil white lie...lets see how long this sh!t last lol.